Day 2-3

So instead of using my hand and being tempted to touch myself, I find myself visualizing being inside of a female that worthy of commitment. Worthy of my energy. I know what I aim to bring to her, whoever it is, which is only good. Every night I've been visualizing being sexual with a woman that I care for deeply. And wouldn't you know it, I do have sexual dreams each night. In the morning I wake up feeling that I've actually had sex. My spirit feels love and fulfillment. I am convinced that we do leave our body's limitations during dreams and go to an actual plane of existence, different from the room which our body rests. I feel like I'm meeting up with feminine souls at night and making soul love. I'm beginning to not just believe, but know that our mind can create or travel to a reality in which we desire. I feel that the soul I'm intertwining with will eventually be within my eyesight. I feel much better and happier. Besides, people in the intelligence communities are coming out and saying that they are the ones behind the adult film industry. And this makes me want to no part of it.